Hello again Precious,
The truth is, I experience a little nervousness in everything that I do. Again, it's not a consuming nervousness that distracts me, but one that enables me to maintain my focus. I believe that the purpose behind it is to keep me humble.
Case in point: On Valentines Day 2005, someone came up with the idea to have a very elegant dinner for couples within our fellowship. It was beautiful. The fellowship hall was transformed into a setting just right for the event. Anyway I was asked to sing a song. Keep in mind that I'm no Donnie McClurkin, but I can carry a tune very well. After much thought, I decided to sing a love song that I asked God for years ago called "Sunrise, Sunset."
While I sang, butterflies were dancing in my stomach, but during that time, I realized that I wasn't singing the song wasn't just to my wife; but I represented every husband there that loves the Lord. It was their song to their wives too.
Sister T had mentioned in her post to me "Initial Sermon," to preach for results and not for reaction. That was and still is so simple, yet so profound because it doesn't just apply to preaching, but it transcends across all that I do for the Lord. Long story short, it's all about Him and His getting glory out of all that I do.
I hope, Precious, that you allow God to handle the nervousness and not let the nervousness handle you. I see it like Moses and the burning bush; burning, yet not consumed. In the heat of whatever is going on, God enables us to function without being consumed. (I need to write this down, this could be good preaching material. :lol: )
Anyway, take care and just let God lead you. God's work, done God's way, nevers lacks God's supply.
yielded