Okay Uriah,
As of now, I am Bassplayer-in-Training. They threw me out into the mix. Every Sunday. Some of it is easy, a lot of it is hard. In front of, at times, 300+. Man, this is crazy. I keep asking myself why am I here? Who do I think I am? There are some 'others' who don't like my presence, rather have me out of their way. Weird, when I originally told you about this, there were nobody (players) nowhere around. For a looong time. Nothing. Then, as soon as I step up to the plate, here they are, already established as a unit, nonverbally, but very forcefully, saying, 'get out of the way.' But my reason for being there is different from theirs. Isn't it funny how Satan and/or his friends meet you at the door? I failed to realize I was going to have enemies while doing this... By the way, I'm going over some of your riffs. And things are getting easier. I thank you for that. So, as of now, I just have to continue moving forward, calm down, be patient and see where God is going with this.
Tony