Hey man you already know the deal. You tell me all the time stop acting scared......so right back atcha my brotha.........Stop acting scared (lol). You are the second best drummer in the whole city next to D. Which is nothing to be ashamed of cause he's just in another demention. So I'm just saying man, all you got to do is be yourself, and pray about everything. I've learned alot from your playin style man, so trust me when I tell you, if she thought you couldn't play then she would have brought her own drummer or got someone else. But on the real man, she got the right man for the job....Good luck bro.......peace