I have never found the correct way to respond emotionally to God's blessings.
Since I have to keep the music under control I have never been able to let loose the way I want to.
I usually have torrents of tears and a hot annointed feeling like oil is running down on my head. My temperature usually is higher than normal.
I would welcome a truly transforming physical experience.
Maybe God will give me another sign one day. I would welcome it.
