Herman,
from what I, know of you...You are a man of many talents and you shoulda been rich already! Doing weddings and choir directing, playright, song writer, among many other things. What I, do see (please take what I, say in love) is that before you even have an opportunity to take off, it seems a lot of times that you ''clip your own wings''. Your talents are gifts from God and would God give you wings if He didn't expect you to fly? It's time to spread those talented wings of yours and fly. You have to believe in yourself before anyone else will believe in you and when you enter doubt into any situation, don't expect it to succeed.
I'm praying that God will encourage you in confidence so that you can reach your full potential. There are people who will see your talents and your confidence and be supportive and instrumental in you realizing your dreams. As for the play....I, say GO FOR IT. JUST DO IT! Don't overthink the who's, what's, where's, when's or why's....Just know that you're doing it for the glory of God and that you're not only going to be a blessing to others, but blessed yourself.....
