Don't say you're never gonna have it fam. Don't even joke like that. Just work hard, put together a savings plan and one day you will have one. I didn't get my first drum set until I was 22. Up until early this year, I got my first high end kit. For years I stared at drum brochures, day dreaming about finally owning one. My next goal is to own a...naw. I won't spoil it for yaw but just be on the look out cause its coming soon!