Does it ever feel like the end of the world when you mess up?
We just came out of our 1st Holy Convocation(It's actually our 12th, but due to a dispute, our bishop resigned, many of our churches left our jurisdiction, and we are now regrouping.)... Anyways, I was the organist for the convocation, and it was women's day. They had this super-long extensive program with like 500 soloists and choirs and stuff.
To make a long story short, someone requested that the [interim] bishop's wife sing a solo. I didn't know the song, so I didn't play... The bishop had to come down himself and get on the organ, and when he did, whole church clapped.
Anyways, I felt so embarrassed and bad afterwards, I didn't want to play anymore...
I may be alone on this one, but has anyone ever felt bad when they either messed up or couldn't play a song? I know it wasn't that serious, but to me, if felt like it was the end of the world.