That's huge! Congrats. 
It's funny how that makes you comfortable, but it would make me INCREDIBLY nervous. I have to teach at a service in Jacksonville in a couple of months and I'm AGONIZING over who to invite... ugh. I'd rather be in a room full of strangers than have certain familiar faces there.
It used to make me nervous, and a while back I would've thought it would. But one day a few years ago, I was on to speak on Sunday Morning, and low and behold, my sister blows into town. I was nervous at first, especially since, my siblings don't really know "ministry" Vanessa, LOL. But when I got up to speak, and was thanking God for the opportunity and giving honor to the Pastor, etc., I thanked God for my sister being there, and at that moment I almost choked up because I realized how significant it is to have someone you love supporting you when you're doing something you love and trying to do it well. It's just a feeling I can't describe...
As far as my former FL, she used to make me nervous, but considering that she was the one that pushed me into stepping out and having confidence, etc., it's a different dynamic.