Absolute agreement here with elio. It sounds as if you're really digging this guitar. That's what really matters, especially if you've tried others and have had trouble playing them like you said. This sounds like the perfect guitar for you.
One piece of advise though. Buy the one in the music store. You've played it and like it. No two guitars are the same even if they're the same. (Now how's that for confusing?) This is especially true of the entry-level instruments. Some are surprisingly well made. Others leave a lot to be desired.
For a project I worked on recently I found myself needing a Telecaster. Knowing it was a guitar I wouldn't use a lot, I didn't want to spend an arm and a leg so I looked at Mexican Telecasters at Guitar Center. I played several even some that were the same color, model, etc as the one I ended up purchasing, but the one I purchased was a much better guitar than the others. I even got a few other people to try out the "final three" in a blind taste test :lol: and tell me which they thought was a better guitar. Everyone of them agreed the one I ended up buying was a much better instrument than the others that looked just like it. So if you know you like that particular guitar and it fit you better than any other you've tried, I'd buy THAT guitar even if I found a better price online.