Praise Him by yoself gurl!!! I mean because I'm only 17 years old and i've been the youth choir director for 2 years now. Like you, I didn't expect for my life to be this way. I knew that I couldn't run away from it but, right then I felt it wasn't the right time. i changed church homes when I was 16 bout to turn 17. I wasn't expecting for this position and I wasn't asking for it, but through the man of God, God gave me this position. because he gave the talent to sing and to teach singing. i just now been the youth choir director for 10 months. God has blessed me but sometime, the flesh gets in tha way of the praise and that shouldn't happen. You go to church to praise the Lord with your brothers and sisters in the Lord. but they act and look at you like gurl, u is crazy. You can't prep nobody to praise God. When they get in the doors they should be praisin God. the word says enter into his gates with thanksgiving and to his courts with praise. yeah people will do that sometime because they do understand what he's done for you. that is why God will bless you because of Your praises. Don't worry, you doing that because he put you in that position for his glory. That why some of the people probably look so pitiful, cuz you getting yo breakthrough. Sometimes the Lord will put you in a place where he'll make you realize, that even though you weren't expecting it but he gave you that special position cuz of your gift. don't give up, hold on through hard times. don;t let yo flesh get in the way of your praise. put yo flesh up under subjection( romans 12:1, present your BODIES a living sacrifice...). Give God yo best. It don't matter what other people do or say.things like that shouldn't phase you. and if it do you in yo flesh. Your spiritual man should be the ruler over your flesh. you are spirit living in a fleshly body. that's why some people lust, steal , cheat, covet, so on and ao forth. but you gotta remember who you are in Christ. alright now im through, but i love giving God the praise.hallelujah!!!! Glory to God!!!my soul is getting happy, glory!!!!!