Because of the very personal nature of this subject, it would be wise to find a Spirit-filled, Word-based man near you whom you can discuss these issues with. Do not discuss this with a sister, or even in mixed company; it would be very disrespectful.
However, there are some guidelines that can help you. You say that there are many women who are stepping to you. Brother, please don't take offense . . . but when MANY worldly women are throwing themselves at you, they are picking up on some signal that you may be putting off without knowing it. 8O Only you and God know your actions and your heart. How are you acting around these women? What is your reputation like? How do you walk, talk, dress and handle your business? Now, we don't have to be "square" to be saved, and we should look nice and attractive and be confident . . . but there are some things that would let ANYONE, saved or not, know that we are NOT like the world, and they are wasting their time trying to get us to be like the world.
Now, all of us single men have had to let some women know that we are saved, sanctified and filled with the Holy Ghost. Whereas we are flattered, we are living for God. That usually works. Of course, there are the hard-core ones . . . . like Joseph found out with Potiphar's wife. :roll: Now of course there are a few who won't even take that, but that is when you may need the help of another person to tell them to step off and leave you alone.
Prayer and accountability to another Spirit-filled man who has lived a victorious single life will help you. I would suggest that you seek that out in your church right away.
And whereas I am all for "keeping it real," I am also for realizing that there are very young musicians on this board, many in their teens, and a little wisdom with issues that are VERY personal and graphic, as you say, possibly should be addressed privately. Not to condemnation, not bashing anyone, just something that is just my 2 cents.