All musicians have flaws to be honest. We can even be perfect in everyone else's eyes, but no matter how advanced we get, we will never be satisfied with how we play. Maybe I can't speak for everyone, but at least I know that is how I feel. I have been playing for 4 years but I just started playing in church services for about a year and a half. I'm only 19 and it gets really frustrating for me too; especially, being a young female and an amatuer on the organ. I know by now that it is getting redundant, but you cannot give up! Ever! I know I won't!
:lol: If I lose my fingers, I swear, I 'll find a way to play with my elbows or something! :lol: If we give up, GOD'll give our gifts to someone else who wishes that they could play half as good as we do just so He can keep on getting His glory.
So I encourage you stay strong. "Remember that although I may have your back, God's got you covered!"