I feel God called me to get a choir together to minister to those who are joining it, rather than publicly minister to others.
I guess the choir I am looking to form doesn't fit with the Stereotype choir here. It will be some time before my new choir ill be ready for public ministry, that is if we even go dow that road.
I don't see my new choir as a Show piece, but rather a place where people both churched and, dare I say, unchurched can come and learn about Jesus and what he had done for us through singing the Gospel message. I feel very strongly, as does my pastor, that this whole thing is aimed at reaching those who wouldn't ordinarily even come to church. I am being made to feel, by this site, that many of those here seem to have this elitist view that only those who can live up to "the mark" can be a part of a Gospel Choir community.
I am not seeking anyones approval, but Gods, in what I feel he is calling me to do. While I understand that for most, if not all, on this site, public performance (or ministry if you want to call it that), seems to be a greater concern than the love and care we need to be showing to the weaker members among us. Surely the nuturing and encouraging of the weaker members of the choir has to be one of the highest priorities?
Having been rejected as a child, I can not and will not reject anyone, who wants to be a member of my new choir even if they can't sing! I pray tha God will give me His power, His stength and His compassion for the task He has called me to.
It may just be that this site just "don't get it" and think that I am a nutter. All I can say is that I know what God has called me to do, others in leadership around me have been 100% behind me, the media have been 100% supportive and I believe 100% that God was and is behind all that his happening in this very exciting time here.
For those have have offered support over the last weeks, I thank you. For those who have tried to crush my vision, I will pray that you will never be in a position where you are the rejected one. For in the family of God isolation is extremely painful.