can someone please give me some advice. ive been playing for 10 years and i am very unhappy with my progress. i started out directing when i was 21 and started playing when i turned 27. i got off to a slow start and the transpose button really handicapped me. i dont transpose anymore, i dont play the keyboard much anymore either, i play the organ all the time at church. the problem is i can hear things but i dont quiet know how to express . i hear other musicians and sometimes i get so fustrated i think about giving up and going back to directing. can someone help me?