To the people who are just trying to use this forum to focus on musicianship, I apologize for keeping this thread going.
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preach25, I guess to me it's so very disappointing that a lot of us rely more on what we've been taught by man than what's been revealed to us by the Spirit of God.
If you reread my posts, I didn't give drinking thumbs up or thumbs down. What I was trying to get across is that we need to rely more on our personal relationship with God through JC and less on letting whatever church we are in dictate the rules that we're supposed to live by.
**** WARNING: A short story concerning this follows. You are welcome to continue reading this, but PLEASE DO NOT take my experience as an attack on you or your church. Your experience is probably totally different than mine was. ****
When I was in a 'rules' based church I became very legalistic. I was trying to live as righteously as I could because, in my mind anyway, I thought that God would accept me and love me if only I could prove to Him that I somehow deserved His love. I wanted to please God, and being a young Christian at the time, I thought that as long as I followed what the church told me to do He would be pleased with me and love and accept me.
The problem with this is that my Christian walk became an 'All' or 'Nothing' walk. I based my belief of how God viewed me based on my following those rules. If I followed the rules and did well then God accepted me and loved me. If I broke the rules, God was angry with me and wanted to send me to Hell. Hence, the ‘All’ or ‘Nothing’ walk. When I stumbled I was certain God was mad at me, and since I was already on his ‘Hell’ list, I might as well just give up for the night/week/month.
To make matters worse, this behavior and attitude of mine was constantly being reinforced in the church. Every Sunday night there would be an altar call and the altars would be packed with people. The problem was they were the people who were already the Christians; the people already in the church! We were constantly committing and recommitting, dedicating and rededicating ourselves to the Lord.
My view of who God had became based more on what I did or didn't do rather than on who He is and who I already am in Him. I was trying to become righteous rather that accepting and putting on His righteousness. I became trapped in an endless cycle.
**** That’s enough for now. If you want to hear the happy ending to this story then reply ‘Please Continue’, otherwise I will save this stuff for my upcoming BLOG. ****